Last night, my wife and her friend S went to the PostSecret event here in Salt Lake together. While they were both interested in going, going together was mostly an excuse to spend some "quality time" in the car together afterward. It's been somewhat funny to watch all week as they make excuses to be together -- one day, they were at a play date and had my sister-in-law watch the kids because they "needed" to run to Target to get a few things. Tuesday night after coffee they spent a lot of time together as well. And Friday night, a game night for her and her friends, S is going to come over early and I'm under instructions to get the kids out of the house for a little while.
Beside the fantasy of two hot chicks making out, there's a lot of humor in all of this. My wife has told me more than once that it feels like cheating, and compares it to a new relationship because she just wants to see S and hang out and explore this new-found desire to get physical with her. On the other hand, she feels guilty because she thinks that she is ignoring me or forgetting about me... all the while I laugh at her reactions when I ask what her girlfriend is up to or how seeing her girlfriend was.
Last night, she got home and I could tell S had been smoking as soon as I kissed my wife. My wife laughed as she explained that she had told S, "I'm going to be busted as soon as I walk in the door, you know." We both had a good laugh.
I was wearing my collar (with permission of course) and feeling very subby, so rather than having spent the whole evening alone playing games, I'd been cleaning our bedroom (something it desperately needed, the pile of junk in the middle of our floor was getting out of hand). When she got home, my wife asked if I wanted to go and watch a show together. "Not really," was my answer. Knowing who she was out with and what they were likely to be doing had me feeling very horny.
She laughed and said to come on and we would only watch while she got on the computer and checked her Facebook and e-mail. I sat at her feet, halfheartedly watching the first few minutes of an episode of Ultimate Cake Off until she closed her laptop and we headed downstairs. She stripped and got herself ready for bed and before I could do likewise she grabbed the ring of my collar and pulled me into her, hard, suddenly we were making out, desperately. My hand wandered toward her pussy, soaking through the thin panties she was wearing. As my fingers explored the fold I pulled her panties down and couldn't help myself -- I dove in and started licking up, enjoying the taste of her wetness.
After a few minutes of my tongue she managed to gasp out, "Get my Endless Pleasure!" I got it for her, lubing it up and setting it to work fucking her while I whispered in her ear a scenario of her and S on the bed, making out as her Endless Pleasure fucked her and my tongue teased her clit... she was over the edge into an orgasm in no time. I turned off the clit vibrator but left the Endless Pleasure thrusting inside her as my fingers wandered back down and rubbed her clit to another orgasm. "Take it out," she said, breathless, her pussy overloaded and her body shaking with pleasure.
We laid there for a long time together before she looked over at me and laughed. "I must have been in a hurry," she said.
"Why's that?" I asked.
She pointed at my shirt. I was still fully dressed. We both had a good laugh.
She sent me to clean up the toys we had out and told me, "Get your nipple clamps out...and leave your collar on." After doing so, I knelt by the side of the bed, clamps in hand. I gave them to her and she put them on my nipples, then got into the bed. I climbed in after her and she told me, "Same rules as last time," indicating that I was to be keeping them clamped until she was fast asleep.
As we started to relax together, I looked over at her and said, "This is why I'm okay with you and S. I don't feel forgotten, you bring home all this energy and still use it on me." She smiled, thankful for the explanation and satisfied with it.
"I'm glad you don't feel forgotten. I worry sometimes."
Fortunately the little evening workout had her out in no time.... but I loved that she made me wear my clamps and stay up until she was asleep. I loved waking up with my collar on, even though it was only a few brief minutes after I woke up that it had to come off so I could get my son up for school and take the dog outside. I woke up still very horny and very thankful to be her sub.
Lucky Little Whore
4 hours ago
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Very interesting post...and experiences. Partly because I was thinking that after the first post about S that she made and then you...you must be ok with her being involved with someone other than yourself, so knowing that I thought to myself..."hmmm this might be something she needs to feel so charged up and even more Mistressy".
I know that when I am in a very sexual mood it comes so easily...my best brainstorming comes when I am horny, I am more evil when horny, not that I'm not evil other times, but when you feel as much passion as possible, it all comes naturally.
It seems she is becoming MUCH more dominant and loving it. I see more and more her stepping out into her own now, taking you and using you and loving it, where as in the beginning it was totally different.
Your story and life is amazing because it happened naturally and gradually and through it all you have grown closer. You are very lucky that you found THIS with your wife.
She has definitely been feeling better these past few days, both about herself and in general. I'm definitely OK with her and S playing around, for a couple of reasons.
She's definitely had a lot more energy this past week as a result of all this playing and excitement with S, that's come back to me in a very good way and I'm enjoying that part of it.
I feel lucky every day to be living this life with my wife and to be a part of this journey.
First thing's first: to each their own.
Aside from that, what I appreciate about role-reversal (ala FLR/WLM) is that women are granted the liberties once reserved for men.
However, the caveat is that women shouldn't abuse that power like so many men have and still do. Isn't that the crux of the matter, that women are better equipped to lead responsibly?
So, if it was bad for a powerful man to excuse his woman and pursue relationships with others... how is it any better in reverse with a woman in charge? Because the events align with the man's fantasies? And if the balance is tipped and the woman (or her woman) becomes less interested in the caged man, when does he become a cuckold?
In all the forums, websites, and books I've read, role reversal was meant to focus a couple's attention on each other not divide it. Perhaps I'm reading the wrong media.
Anonymous,
I see your point and it is a valid one -- however, the beautiful thing about relationships (and especially non-standard relationships) is that there's no such thing as a one-size-fits-all definition for a relationship.
My first response is that she is not excusing our relationship to pursue a relationship with her friend S -- I am very much involved, in the know, and I talk to both her and her friend S about it. She certainly has not lost interest in me -- when she got home she was very interested in playing WITH ME. In fact, the words she used when I expressed my lack of interest in watching a show were, "I need you."
We have spent two years focused on each other and are very comfortable both sexually and emotionally with each other -- we are able to freely communicate about all things from fantasies to emotions to things we would like to try.
So while I appreciate your point, we certainly did not get into this relationship to start allowing her to explore sexual relationships with others. It started for us and as we have grown more comfortable in our sexuality we are freer to explore more non-standard sexual situations. Perhaps it does touch a little into cuckoldry... but in a way that makes that forgotten fantasy safe and fun for both of us to explore.
My comment in April was intended to warn you about the complications of adding a third party into a relationship. What some couples forget is that the third party is a person with feelings, emotions, wants, needs, opinions, etc. and no matter what he or she does to participate with the couple, the third person will always be a third person... an outsider... and that reality will eventually rise up and play havoc of some kind.
I'm sorry things turned out so poorly for you all and I sincerely hope you will find peace and happiness soon.
Anonymous,
Thanks, we certainly learned that firsthand and I think S has probably come out of all of this with the worst emotional damage. My part in that hurt to her has been incredibly difficult for me but all we can do is hope that we have learned something from all of it.
If it makes you feel any better, pain and regret are signs of a caring soul and that's a noble quality in a person. No matter how bad you may feel, you're not evil and if those offended parties never forgive you, it's important to one day forgive yourself. You're human, you make mistakes, and from what I've read you never intended to hurt anybody. Believe it or not, that really does count for something.
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